So on Sunday I spoke at a combined men/ women meeting (5th sunday priesthood/ Relief Society). The Missionaries that are in charge of the womens night are in that ward and they invited me to speak about the program. I did. I was SO NERVOUS. I dont know why. I have never been so nervous in my life. Even my cheeks were shaking! It was good though. People were SO SO attentive. I could see just about everyones eyes right on me the entire time. There was not any whispering, shuffling, nothing of the sort that I detected at all. Maybe that is partly why I was so nervous. It was good though. I enjoyed the opportunity and I hope I helped someone there. I may be doing it again in other units.We will see.
This can be over come. You can feel loved and appreciated again. If not by your spouse, by yourself and your Father in Heaven. He never stopped. :)